I thought I was a super woman, could control everything around me, I've got this I would say to myself. I gotta think with my head. Miss I can do it bad all by myself. O hey! there you are- My heart is beating fast, I am trying so hard not to smile but its not working! what is going on? I am not supposed to like you! Whats WRONG? I have got this I know, I have it under control but no, I love you, I pray for you but you don't know.
Should I tell you I like you? what do I have to loose? what if you feel the same ? whats if you feel the opposite?--- Why are my thoughts complicated? why cant I just come up to you and say hey I like you.Its as simple as that but not so simple in my head..
Noooo, I would break, I would hurt if you do not feel the same but I am still hurting so why not tell you? Maybe something good would come out of this? maybe not?
Should I just call you, close my eyes and say what I have to say? ooh no maybe text you, bbm? fcbk? email? letter? I don't know, its all complicated in my head. Should I live in denial? No, I don't like you but I do? OOH No, I cant live in denial, I have to say this, I have to do what I have to do. OR You can keep your feelings to yourself! what if you die tomorrow or I die, I would live with the guilt of not letting you know what you mean to me. No, I cant-Its not working. I don't wanna burst so I will just let you know how I feel!
Have a good weekend people!
Remain Blessed.
Till you read again!
